I may have lost a LEGO piece, and it's fucking up my mind 6 ways to Sunday...
I've been working for a number of years to build a Pyramid Nightclub. And I may have lost a 1x1x6 Column, Piece #43888, Bright Yellow that is a support piece for the roof to the entrance to the club. It's somewhere in my house between the LEGO room (where I keep 95% of my collection) and the living room. I know it's in the house, because that stuff never leaves my residence once it enters my plastic Thunderdome. i probably have to tear apart both rooms to see where it is.
But that's not the worst of it. The worst of it is that is my obsession with trying to figure out where it is.
LEGO doesn't currently have that part in that color in their online store.
The voice in my head doesn't want to let me rest until I find it.
The piece is cheap, only a few cents. I can easily order a new one and get it in a handful of days. But that's not the point.
I overthink everything. I hate leaving things unfinished. I spent nearly all of April trying to work to clean up my music collection. I got it done, but it kept my mind awake trying to figure out how I can return to a state similar to how I had it in late May 2019 before moving to California.
Once I complete one major project, I feel the need to move onto the next one. It never ends.
I should seek professional help. Maybe I will in a few days...
Until then, I will not rest... Because I can't...
